Heavy

28 Nov

Its like a lump of lead that is somehow attached to my solar plexus.

Sometimes I manage to ignore it. Other times, it seems bigger and heavier than the universe itself. Pulling me down into myself.

Deeper and deeper.

Do I matter?

Will I make a difference?

Im afraid to hear the answers to those questions sometimes. I constantly feel like running away. Just dissapearing.

Weak. So weak.

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